White Space

My beta was this morning, but we have a few more hours to wait until they confirm what the half dozen negative HPTs said this morning: not pregnant.

I don’t have many words right now. Mostly, what I’m feeling can only be communicated in sobs and screams. I’m trying to hold it together until I leave work so I can fall apart in peace.

I’ll just leave it at that.


6 thoughts on “White Space

  1. Fuck! Shit! Bullshit! I’m so so sorry love, I was really hoping this was it for you. Let yourself fall apart if you need to but pick up the pieces afterward so you don’t dwell on what you can’t change. Xo

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